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Tuesday, May 22nd, 2007
8:48 am
BreakDance in San Pablo City
hey guys so im in the phillippines i made this video you could here my voice and all kinds of shitz .... and yes O_O only here you can see people piss in front of the church and breakdance lol

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Sunday, October 31st, 2004
10:12 pm

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Friday, October 29th, 2004
11:33 pm

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Monday, September 6th, 2004
7:37 pm

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Monday, August 30th, 2004
4:23 pm

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Sunday, August 22nd, 2004
2:14 am

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Wednesday, July 7th, 2004
8:24 pm

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Saturday, June 12th, 2004
11:14 pm

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Saturday, May 29th, 2004
10:20 am

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Friday, May 21st, 2004
7:37 am

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Friday, May 7th, 2004
10:01 pm
These are a few random pictures to look at ^_^




Pretty

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Monday, May 3rd, 2004
5:30 pm
Bleh
Hiya Guys ;),

Today was an ok day didn't worry about too much.... i was kinda hoping i'd get more pics cuz im hella bored and ish but no.... only got a few... I hanged with David a lil bit more today ( made me feel speshul ) then then then conversed wid Drew Lukondi which was a lil more interesting .... Becky has taken a fascination of going a lil farther with me... i dont want to say im not interested...its jus i wanna move on.... besides... she likes Ron and I like Ben and yeah it all happens to work out ... kinda heh n e who yeah here are some pictures.... as well as a new layout... I made this one yesterday the banner is called i found the truth and the backround is called the shadow and the whole layout i call Kingdom Hearts 2.0

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Monday, April 26th, 2004
9:16 pm
A few random piccies....Rave on?!?!?







...Key To My Heart...

To install the notion that I divided by I
replace the occasion to speak
I know i'm not the only lonely boy

and until I decide to take my watch off, I'll still believe that we
were just a matter of time, still getting older everyday, shout for shout sake

siren siren, dont do this dance in my ear,
ive already lost him once
its a deadly dance and ive asked for so little
ive already lost him

If I decided to sever the plates below
the shore would seperate and have only seven symphonies.

and until I decide to take my watch off, Ill still believe that we
were just a matter of time, getting older everyday, shout for shout sake

siren siren, dont do this dance in my ear,
ive already lost him once
its a deadly dance and ive asked for so little
ive already lost him

before commemorating this anniversary
(ten feet tall and i still have the right to say, I hope you still believe)

.....I don't know what I want anymore...

-N¤®¤G-

CurrentMood: Hopeful/Confused/Scared/Apathetic


Current Music: Me- I Only Wanted To Know What It Was To Feel....

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Thursday, January 1st, 2004
6:26 pm
¤^_^¤
Happy New Year Everyone ::drool:: This new year brings new random events as well as an eclectic sound of new years trance WOOO HOO!!!!!!!!!.... hehe ^_^ Awesome stuff! Umz well yeh i g2g fer a lil while... :: kissez to David ::

...Key To My Heart...


Happy New Year!


-N¤®¤G-

Current Mood: cheerful

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Wednesday, December 24th, 2003
4:07 pm
Merry Xmas ^_^
Hey guys ;) Peabodys wuz fun last nyte and umz yeh lol blake neto is a kutey but ron is better =P ... gave anothony and his girls a lap dance and i stripped for crytal pwahhaaha umz Ward was there he was lewking rill hot and sum other guys were there as well the got a few number from guys... too bad i dont get with people from clubs heh ... that chick brenda made me jealous >.< grrr lol naw j/k i love brenda umz yeh peabodys is pretty much all i did yesterday other then buy x men 2 dvd and the rca lyra mp3 player and another cell phone and a few memory sticks for my mp3 player and cam and sum white zinfandel to drink today n e who yeh... i rilly wanna wish you all a merry christmas... !!!!!!!



Current Mood: happy

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Sunday, December 21st, 2003
10:46 pm
¤smile?¤
Hello... rilly mellow fer the past few days and i feel enlightened... Went to work on saturday at like 10am Paul springstead was there and as usual he gave his say on all the drama in madrigals tenor group and i simply smiled at him and knodded because i felt that there wasn't rilly n e drama just a lack of authority therefore having a chaotic ensemble of tenors trying to figure out how to be one with the choir... n e who yeh work ended at like 4:30 and i got a ride home from my kuzoz we stopped by katrinas house and gave my reguards to her after all we both are twins being born on the same day and all... n e who after that i had a drink wid Puma and Chinq haven't rilly seen Puma in so long considering he was in TDH for larceny and posession of pot and alchohol hes rilly sweet he gave me this long as kiss he tasted like vanilla heh it wasn't rilly one of those passionate kisses you'd give to your boifriend or girlfriend or whoever your significant other would be but it was more of a i rilly missed you kiss chinq joined in and then passed me one of his holiday suckers then we headed up to the mall up to the upstairs parking lot and we spat ( past tense of spit? ) on ongoing security vehicles below us it was fun i wished David was with me... come to think of it i wish he was with me all the time then i wouldn't have to worry about him ending up like Justin... n e who yeh went home and came to find out Ate honey is talking shyte about Tunisia and Kaija and there lil fight on friday saying that she saw it all and bragging about her being tunisias friend and telling me i dont knoe shyte about what happened n e who yeh WTF first of all wen sumthing happens and you weren't there what the fuck gives you the right to spread shyte about it and tell people who were there that they dont knoe what the fuck went on when you weren't even there n e who i hate those kinds of people who want to talk shyte about sumthin they dunno about... ermz lets see went to bed and then i sang at church the next morning... alterboy is rilly kute... heh n e who yeh went home after that and talked to david and becky on the phone... i miss David ... n e who yeh now im contemplating whether to sneak into his room tonight and sleep with him for a while or jus stay on the phone wid him .... n e who thats all fer now ...

Major plans tomorrow:
Practice with the choral
Optomitrist Appointment
Hang with my gf (Becky)
Sneak bf (David) out of his house

....Key To My Heart?.....



David: eHh? Another tete a tete in the hallway?
Meh: head on head is wat your calling it now...
David: no no let me rephrase that. ¤kiss¤
Meh:langue sur la langue...

Sing Meh A Song




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Current Mood: nostalgic

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Wednesday, December 17th, 2003
11:03 pm
¤B-day¤
Its my Birthday...No one cares...nor do I...

Held Davids hands tight as to not hurt n e one... today i was devoid of all feelings wen i talked to other people and i felt a lot of hatred towards those who were in my way and if i didn't hold onto the lil piece of humanity i had left in me if i didn't hold on to it i was surely going to beat the shyte out of so many people...So many people expect me to be so nice that they could get away with shyte like insult me while my back is turned... and not have to worry about me fighting back... but god knows i can only take so fucking much before i had enuff... those who were intent on bringing me down by fucking with me got wat they deserved and yes i got hurt in the process my right knuckles are broken but god it was well worth it and the pain well... i did deserved it...

Later on today...It rained water dropped from the sky...as well as from my eyes...i wanted to be alone i wanted to feel hollow like watever happens today will never matter and i knoe it wont... yeh... very pessimistic on my birthday... thats pretty bad... this was the point of my day where i was starting to regret how i ignored people how i beat the shit out of the fucker who was mocking me how i left his body mangled on the floor with a bloody face i regret telling ron to fuck off when he was trying to cheer me up but most of all is i felt regret for crying on the one day i was supposed to be happy... i cried and david held me... and i cried...

....Key To My Heart?.....



Tomorrow will be better...I promise... -David-




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Current Mood: pessimistic

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Monday, December 15th, 2003
6:42 pm
¤¤Akurasu¤¤



¤GrOoOvAy!¤


hey hey...been a while since i've written i knoe its jus cuz i've been a bit busy... lets start on wat happened saturday

saturday//**// well um yeh met up with brett at the mall and charmaine was there but she had to do christmas shopping before she could go upstairs with me to meet brett well brett was a lil upset but the night still went on... its ok though i saw Ronstopable ( thank god not all rons are the same hahaha) we played DDR and talked a bit dwayne was there and so was marrissa and a new DDR crew was being made called team ecstasy theres me ron tj lisa dwayne and sum other people rilly nice crew and pretty soon we'll have nice routines n by the time nekokon comes back we'll be able to beat other teams who chellenge us... me n ron shared a drink and camped out beside the ddr machine ( i knoe very private eh? lol too bad we're just platonic at this moment) then outa no where antoine comes up to me and hes like ERIC! lol he scared the fuck out of me n e who yeh he followed me around a bit and wen i went to hang with brett for a while he gave out his mating call scream ( gaHHHH!!! in a high pitched voice) and was like OMG eric who is that... i was like its brett why? .... and he was like HES SEXAY... to tell you the truth brett isn't sexy lol well in my eyes he isn't... hes too much of a pretty boi and besides n e one who can talk a hole thru your head is bound to be an annoyance in one point of the relationship n e who yeh... antoine gawked over him and i played ddr with ron and team ecstasy and then i saw my ex damien he looked kinda kute today rita came by fer a lil to see missy and gave me some psilocybin( woooo it was for free too ) pwahahaha n e ways lol yeh i left a lil while to visit Teddie then went back upstairs and called charmaine and she wasn't at the mall n e more so i gave brett her # then called honey to pick me up i had to get home at 10:30 to check in wid mom we dropped brett off at walmart cuz we couldn't find a place for him to stay and wal mart was all he could think of then later on that nyte i snuk out and i went over justins house i had to sneak into the back window cuz his mom was home... i had sum shrooms with him we talked a lot about all the shyte thats been going on like how hes back in SECEP again for throwing another chair at the teacher getting caught stealing shyte... hes so bad and he makes me worry a lot heh i bet i get more worried for him then he wen he gets wen i get caught doing sumthing bad .... like i told how i skipped fourth block to hang with heather david and jenn and he was like man dude dont do that your gunna get in trouble and i wont see you again and im like lol well you get into trouble and i still see you he retorted well still dun get into trouble it pisses me off... lol i was like wat the fuck are you gunna do about it... i think the shrooms were getting to our heads at the point cuz he grabbed my neck and pushed me down on his bed and he was sitting on me with his hand still at my neck i looked up at the cieling and the small amount of shrooms made the light in his room seem so vibrant and the light was replaced with his face over mine ... heh i remember saying sumthing and then i was like looks like your a baddass i pushed him off me and he layed on the bed i was now on top of him hand on neck and all ( i knoe rilly flirty but man i posted this fer a reason it reminded me of shyte ) and i looked into his eyes " you dont look so badass n e more".... we laughed and he was like damn you still remember that nyte too... nuthing else rilly happened after that but i did fall asleep at by him and his sister came in the room and woke me up and told me to hurry up and leave ... i left without saying a werd to justin heh i feel bad but oh well... n e who yeh i went home and slept for like 2 hours...

Sunday//**// Church singing... nothing much happened... luke wasn't there but lumin jo was an alterserver lol she looks so innocent lol n e who yeh....

Monday//**// lol today wow erms well i spent today with david i took his hat and he took my shirt >.<... we cuddled... he bit me a few times...alex was yelling fruit across the room and wen i looked up he smiled lol god damn hes such a fucking dork... n e who yeh we went down the chorus hallway...he pushed me onto a locker and took off mi jacket... and bit my neck and jus before the 10 min bell rang i pushed him through the doors and stuck a pencil between them so they wouldn't lock us outside in the cold...i took off his hat and brushed his hair with my hand and he pushed me against the wall and we took off each others shirts heh very typical...we had black beaters on jus like Julio... i felt warm even tho it was like so fucking cold outside heh making out with david at skewl .... very interesting... heh too bad it ended early ... i pushed him off and combed my hand thru his hair again and told him we gotta do this later...i picked up his hat and shirt and ran off to class.. hes so delicate he looked like he was gunna cry...n e who yeh by the end of the day i found him in the commons with my shirt on and he was wearing mine >.<

....Key To My Heart?.....



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Current Mood: indescribable

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Saturday, December 13th, 2003
12:56 pm
¤bleh¤
getting back on track ( Davids a big help ^_^ ) and besides... why am i going to throw away my relationship with David over sum pretty boy... n e who enuff of that shytes umz yeh brett called me this morning... i felt srry for the guy ... he had to stay at kashkas last night and sleep outside until the like 10 wen the mall opened cuz hes only here to visit and he had no place to stay... he should have called me last nyte... i would have been happy to let him stay in my extra room n e who yeh me and him are gunna meet up at the mall and then hopefully we'll get lucky and my cuzin honey will be werking... (at the new AMC) and we could get in for free then we're gunna go hang with the juggalos and play sum DDR then we might go out and see my cuzin margarita and she could hook us up again and we could go to the beach house again... n e wayz yeh ill update more later... gotta do a lil posting in go-gaia.com lol im trying to buy sum emo glasses and a jewel

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Wednesday, December 10th, 2003
11:02 pm
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¤GrOoOvAy!¤


I gotta make a choice whether i want to go to peabodys or not and if i do go then most like my sister Cell will be with me...jus to make this clear to all of you readers... this is my view of things and jus cuz i like ron it doesn't mean shyte ... he prolly was jus trying to get a ride... Nothing much has been going on... other then my infatuation with Ron Leydette getting in the way of wat im supposed to be doing... i dont knoe wats going on with me... im constantly wanting to be with him yet the basis of my actions are set on avoidance and even if i were to make contact with him wat would we converse about n e who yeh... all this ron leydette shyte... i guess it all started this morning i caught a glimpse of him from the corner of my eye and then i catch my self suddenly taking long stares only to be embarassed when he looks back at me with sum sly ass grin if only i could punch him and wipe it off his face but an even better way to do that is a kiss...later on i went to chorus where giving other people a backrub is required as a warm up and of course Ron gave it to me i was constantly flinching and my ears were prolly red considering i could feel the warmth of them and feeling his large strong hands on my back weren't exactly helping with my royal flush blush... it felt good having his hands travel down my back up on my shoulders and it felt good touching him too.... emotions are so hard to control at that moment i was on the virge of going insane from controling myself heh but yeh its chorus class now.. heh erm and then came the grueling feeling of being uncomfortable near him as he sang behind me and i felt his breath touch the back of my neck and his hands touch my left shoulder by that time i wanted to walk out of the classroom but i couldn't... thank god i got out of class tho to go to lunch... and again my luck kicks me in the ass because when i got there i ended up at the same table he was sitting at and he asked me if i was going to peabodys on the 23rd and my voice kinda trembled as i let out a wimpy :: huh wat? :: ... im such a dork... and then i sed maybe...thinking to myself why the fuck would he care...i was sumwat bitter but all the more hopeful that it was sum kind of hint... considering he knew i had feelings for him since last year and i have no problem saying it to you or him but fuck it...i was about to leave the table to hang with Becky and Julio when he stops me and gives me that fucking grin and says your gunna leave me all alone now... i've had it with the fucking grin so i grinned back and sed why you scared of being alone...i walked away and when i looked back he was still staring at me like im sum treasure... n e who yeh... i gotta make a choice whether i want to go to peabodys or not and if i do go then most like my sister Cell will be with me...jus to make this clear to all of you readers... this is my view of things and jus cuz i like ron it doesn't mean shyte ... he prolly was jus trying to get a ride... eck n e who yeh on with the show...

A day lunch 3rd block consists of freshies and kute sarah... i sat with them play with a huge container of cheese balls... it was funny cuz sumhow the opened while we were passing it around and all the balls flew out of the container and we had a food fight... luckily i didn't get caught by any of the faculty...n e who lol 2nd half came and i was going around table to table talking with many people and then i sat with kayleigh,arron,becky, and julio... we made art on the table with the slushies and nachos... it was kewl......blog ya later guys...

....Key To My Heart?.....



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