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I gotta make a choice whether i want to go to peabodys or not and if i do go then most like my sister Cell will be with me...jus to make this clear to all of you readers... this is my view of things and jus cuz i like ron it doesn't mean shyte ... he prolly was jus trying to get a ride... Nothing much has been going on... other then my infatuation with Ron Leydette getting in the way of wat im supposed to be doing... i dont knoe wats going on with me... im constantly wanting to be with him yet the basis of my actions are set on avoidance and even if i were to make contact with him wat would we converse about n e who yeh... all this ron leydette shyte... i guess it all started this morning i caught a glimpse of him from the corner of my eye and then i catch my self suddenly taking long stares only to be embarassed when he looks back at me with sum sly ass grin if only i could punch him and wipe it off his face but an even better way to do that is a kiss...later on i went to chorus where giving other people a backrub is required as a warm up and of course Ron gave it to me i was constantly flinching and my ears were prolly red considering i could feel the warmth of them and feeling his large strong hands on my back weren't exactly helping with my royal flush blush... it felt good having his hands travel down my back up on my shoulders and it felt good touching him too.... emotions are so hard to control at that moment i was on the virge of going insane from controling myself heh but yeh its chorus class now.. heh erm and then came the grueling feeling of being uncomfortable near him as he sang behind me and i felt his breath touch the back of my neck and his hands touch my left shoulder by that time i wanted to walk out of the classroom but i couldn't... thank god i got out of class tho to go to lunch... and again my luck kicks me in the ass because when i got there i ended up at the same table he was sitting at and he asked me if i was going to peabodys on the 23rd and my voice kinda trembled as i let out a wimpy :: huh wat? :: ... im such a dork... and then i sed maybe...thinking to myself why the fuck would he care...i was sumwat bitter but all the more hopeful that it was sum kind of hint... considering he knew i had feelings for him since last year and i have no problem saying it to you or him but fuck it...i was about to leave the table to hang with Becky and Julio when he stops me and gives me that fucking grin and says your gunna leave me all alone now... i've had it with the fucking grin so i grinned back and sed why you scared of being alone...i walked away and when i looked back he was still staring at me like im sum treasure... n e who yeh... i gotta make a choice whether i want to go to peabodys or not and if i do go then most like my sister Cell will be with me...jus to make this clear to all of you readers... this is my view of things and jus cuz i like ron it doesn't mean shyte ... he prolly was jus trying to get a ride... eck n e who yeh on with the show...

A day lunch 3rd block consists of freshies and kute sarah... i sat with them play with a huge container of cheese balls... it was funny cuz sumhow the opened while we were passing it around and all the balls flew out of the container and we had a food fight... luckily i didn't get caught by any of the faculty...n e who lol 2nd half came and i was going around table to table talking with many people and then i sat with kayleigh,arron,becky, and julio... we made art on the table with the slushies and nachos... it was kewl......blog ya later guys...

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